My house phoned actually rang today . I hurried to the phone , secretly wishing that it'd be you . But as I saw the caller ID , I got a little upset on the inside . It wasnt you . Foolish me , you dont even have my house phone's number . Perhaps this is how it feels like to expect a call or even a text from someone . Someone who is deemed to have a place in my heart . 

2 years . When was the last time you ever called or text me ? When was the last time you said ' Happy birthday darling ? ' . You promised to bring mum and I out for dinner . Guess it was all lies . Im not the young and innocent daughter you think I am . Im 15 , I have my own thinkings , my own perspective now . Perhaps in the past I was still ignorant about how situations are . But now , given my current age and maturity , Im quite sure I've got the full picture of this circumstance . You are nothing but a liar , a pathetic person out to cheat people's feelings and make people feel bad . Awfully bad about themselves and their family . 

If you never wanted a happy family for me , why do you bother to bring me into this world . Why do you have to give me this torture where people dont . Why do you have to make me someone that feels so unloved ? I hate you.